So, I'm bored. I'm getting sick. I felt bad yesterday but today I feel better. I think it's going to get worse though.

yea.. Boredness...

call if you wanna talk..

Kelsey

About 30 minutes after my dream, I called Matt. That boy never stops amazing me. Now matter wha the occation is, he can make me smile. That's one of the many things I love about him. He knows excatly how to make you feel better. After the conversation ended, I finally fell asleep. I'm really really lucky to have someone who can put up with all my crap and still love me.

Feeling amazing now,

Kelsey

I just found out what my biggest fear was. It all started as I was watching the lights of car headlights dance around on my cealing. I fell asleep for 10 minutes. 10 minutes. I deamt the most horrible dream ever. Normailly I don't dream.

I dreamt that a person came into my life and pretended to get to know me and unsuspectly he killed everyone that I knew and loved. I was then put into a dimly lit cell where I was cold and alone. I was so scared that I killed myself.

I woke up shaking and cold. I cried. I cried for about 20 minutes while I prayed to God. I asked him what that meant. Right now I'm looking at past emails that Matt has sent to me. Trying to prove myself wrong. I'm not alone. But right now it feels like I am.  

Being alone is my biggest fear ever. I'm not talking about being alone in a room. I'm talking about being alone forever. Having no one to guide you through your life. I don't want to be alone.

I'm starting to get sick!!

NOOO!!!

I can't afford to get sick! I got a bunch of stuff to do!

Tomorrow is the only day where I'm not going to do anything all day. So I'll sleep until noon then eat junck food and recover.

Friday- Beauty and the Beast on Ice with Nikki! She is coming with me and my family to the Iron Skillet then we are going to Beauty and the Beast on Ice. That's going to be really fun. No, Nikki I still haven't figured what I'm going to wear yet. I have some Kohl's gift cards so I might just go out and buy someting because all I have is summer nice clothes.

Saturday- Futsals. Soccer stuff. We get together and play soccer mini games in the Aux. gym. Fun because we don't really have any rules. Extreme Indoor Soccer. Maybe get together with Matt I don't know.

Sunday- New Years Eve. Hopefully get together with Matt. Watch the ball drop and stuff.

I have no room to get sick! I took a whole bunch of Dimatap. After a bunch of sleep I should be fine. I hope.

I just got home from Girls Nite Out with Nikki and Lauren. Man we were the LOUDEST  people there. Any more louder and we would have gotten kicked out. All there was were old people in the back and some fat kids sitting in front of us and we were pretty much breaking every rule because we had our feet on the seats, were texting Jimmy, talking, and we left our trash in the movie theater. Man we are bad people! But it was sooo much fun. We saw Man of the Year. Ohmygosh that is the funniest movie ever!

QUOTES:

"Man, the Senate makes golf look like porn"

"I'm going to write a book about gay marriage and call it crop suckers"

"Same sex marriages are everywhere! When you get married all sex is the same!"

"I'm taking a picture *smacks head*"

Then when Nikki's mom was Lauren's mom after the movie and we were in the cars, Nikki and I did our little nose thing (long story) and Lauren was being a goofball like we all are. We got really bored and I told Lauren to put her nose to the window and roll it up and down, then it was my turn. We made smudges all over the window.

I actually got plans for fall break! On Friday I'm going to Jessica's party then I'm going to Lauren's house to spend the night (along with Nikki) and on Saturday we are going to Gary's old house to paint the walls and get the house all nice and neat to sell. Then on Sunday I'm going to Megan's to get the sectional poster done for band. It will just be Megan  Blag and I. Alos a very important thing is the Colts game. 6-0 baby!

Last Sunday I went to Matt's youth group gathering and we went to a park where we had a campfire and we ate dinner then we went on a hayride. The hayride was fun because it was night and we could see the stars. I love to watch the stars with the ones I love. :] Man, that was entertaining because I've met some really colorful people (colorful as in viberant personalities not black or purple skin) I had a really great time because those people are so funny. When I got home my clothes smelt so much like smoke that my dad had to hose my jacket down with fabreeze.

My life has been nothing but total fun this year. There's not a lot of drama but there's still some but that's okay because it spices up life.

New layout: cute itsn't it?

New song:  Fix You by Coldplay